FEAR!!

In this whole wide world, everyone has fear of something of which they are so much  afraid of...whether its from living , non-living, or any other mental phobia. 

We try alot to ignore those things , feelings , or thoughts so that we don't think much about that which leads to fear but always ended up thinking about it. It only happens because that thing always remains in our sub-consicious mind. Sometimes you don't showup things just because you don't want to make the person in front of you uncomfortable, away from you, or feel bad. 

There is always a point of time in life when a person finds a person s/he is searching for so long and finally he found that person. At that point these fear reaches its peak and you can't even show this fear to that person because you know, this is a thing which may affect that person and you don't want that to happen. Not because you want to hide but because you have started loving that person with all of your heart and you try to make all possible walls which saves them from hurting in anyway. One day everyone has to leave and no one knows this better than me, and no one fears about it more than me. We all know there will be one morning when you will feel nothing about you used to fear, but "How can it be not fearing to not feel anything?", "How can we be so cool to not feel anything about what you use to feel everything?", "Is this so easy?"- NO!!!! IT IS NOT !! 

To not feel anything is more scary for me, In my thoughts- its good be sad sometimes to feel what you have lost than just erasing it all. I wish i could never ever be able to erase it all and i never want to because living with memories is better than just living empty minded and heart. But all this only implies when you have lost a good thing and you had good memories from that. If you had suffered from bad peoples, and bad memories exist from that then its better to snip it all of one day and live your life with a fresh start with no regrets and no bad things.

 At last but not least ---

"I will always smile,

 knowing that we 

 were under the same

 sky at least"